It's a very different bond, siblings and friends. And I just - I wanted that huge family, just to surround me, be surrounded by.

I think there are a lot of things in life that are not fair. But life, I believe, isn't always perfect and idealistic.

I went through about seven years of trying. And through artificial insemination. And through medication. And all of which was unsuccessful.

Are we defined by our choices? Our behavior? Our actions? No. I don't believe that defines our worth.

I've chosen never to go on welfare. I feel as though it is my responsibility to do what I can to provide for my children.

It's a very different bond, siblings and friends. And I just - I wanted that huge family, just to surround me, be surrounded by.

I'm providing myself to my children. I'm loving them unconditionally, accepting them unconditionally.