Now, on nights that I can't sleep, I play video games alone until the morning.

Simply, there are many things I would like to do.

I'm not completely at ease at rapping, I can't do it well yet.

When I was younger, there was a huge gap between what I wanted to do and what I could do as an idol.

I had no choice in the decision to make myself available. I was not always doing things I wanted to do.

I stopped caring what people thought.

Even my closest friend said I was finished, but I think I may be a little different from the others.