I had no choice in the decision to make myself available. I was not always doing things I wanted to do.
When I was snowed under with the work of an idol, I didnt have time to think.
I never had the chance to consider what or how I wanted to be.
During my grief, I realised there was nothing I could do for my mother, but I did have a child.
If I can't get a mental image from the song, I won't sing it.
Simply, there are many things I would like to do.