When I was snowed under with the work of an idol, I didnt have time to think.

Up until now, I had ideas that I wanted to try but didn't have the opportunity to do them.

When I was younger, there was a huge gap between what I wanted to do and what I could do as an idol.

I think afterall, a promotion video is a piece of work in it's own right.

During my grief, I realised there was nothing I could do for my mother, but I did have a child.

Now, on nights that I can't sleep, I play video games alone until the morning.

People around me called me an idol, so that's what I was.