For a girl, appearance can be a powerful form of oppression. No matter how intelligent a girl may be, no matter her many talents, these attributes are not easily discerned. Brains and talent will never stand up against a girl who is clearly physically attractive.

I was in a self-induced depression. Welcome to me Real World.

In reality of everyday occurrences I've had to submit to people in order not to lose them. It's less the submission that bothers me, I guess, than how it makes my life miserable. And what happens if I can't forgive myself for making that choice? And what if, in order to keep on living, I have to continue to accept myself? What am I supposed to do? Conclusion: It'd be best if I'm destroyed. The best thing is for me just to vanish.

Friends are a weird thing. It seems like they know all about you, but then they don’t understand you at all.

I decided then and there I was never going to have kids.

Kids lose their trust in the parents they love, but still accept them, so they end up not trusting themselves anymore.

Let's face it: the world is twisted. And rotten.