No," says Ariana. "It was a dream. Reality got in the way, that's all.

I smell fear, he said with a quiet intensity. But not nearly enough.

It's strange how we always want other people to feel what we feel. It must be a basic human drive. Misery loves company, right? Or when you see a movie that you love, don't you want to drag all your friends to see it as well? Because it's only good the second time if it's the first time for somebody else—as if their experience somehow resonates inside of you.

All this time, Lev ever realized what he needed. He did not need to be adored or pitied. He needed to be forgiven. Not by God, who is all forgiving. Not by people like Marcus and Pastor Dan, who would always stand by his side. He needed to be forgiven by an unforgiving world.

So," says Lev, as casually as he can, "you wanna dance?" "Do you believe in the end of the world?" she responds. Lev shrugs. "I don't know. Why?" "Because the day after that is when I'll dance with you.

He's become like that briefcase in the ground-full of gems yet void of light, so nothing sparkles, nothing shines.

You have robbed me, and everyone here, of their purpose. That's not salvation, that's damnation.