Things to do today: 1) Breathe in. 2) Breathe out.

Is that the truth, Jimmy?" I ask without looking at him. "It's the truth and it come to ya!" I smile.

its hard to talk when you want to kill yourself

Things to do today: 1) Breathe in. 2) Breathe out.

I didn't want to wake up. I was having a much better time asleep. And that's really sad. It was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you're so relieved. I woke up into a nightmare.

She's pretty." (It's amazing how girls can say this and make it the most withering insult.)

Its so hard to talk when you want to kill yourself. That's above and beyond everything else, and it's not a mental complaint-it's a physical thing, like it's physically hard to open your mouth and make the words come out. They don't come out smooth and in conjunction with your brain the way normal people's words do; they come out in chunks as if from a crushed-ice dispenser; you stumble on them as they gather behind your lower lip. So you just keep quiet.