I want to be contributing and working with people that I like and love, and this was the perfect combination.

When you relinquish the desire to control your future, you can have more happiness.

I'm not sure what the future holds but I do know that I'm going to be positive and not wake up feeling desperate. As my dad said 'Nic, it is what it is, it's not what it should have been, not what it could have been, it is what it is.'

Now I can wear high heels again.

At this time in my life, I want to be giving to my relationships. And out of that, whatever work you do prospers because you have more to give. There's something very primal about giving birth. It puts you in a state of being very raw.

I always wanted to get married with just candles! I think candlelight is the most beautiful light there is and there's something very spiritual about it.

Someone has to die in order that the rest of should value life more. It's contrast.