There is a vast difference between how things seem from the outside and how they feel on the inside.

If I could go into the woods and kill a bear myself, I'd wear it proudly as a trophy.

And, in a funny way, each death is different and you mourn each death differently and each death brings back the death you mourned earlier and you get into a bit of a pile-up.

I was a quiet teenager, introverted, full of angst.

And cooking is about balance and harmony.

But if you know that something has been really vicious, you don't read it, you don't let it into your head. What's damaging is when sentences go through your head and you burn with the injustice of it.

In England and America people tend to graze all day long, but I think it's such a waste to be constantly picking at food because you then can't enjoy a proper full meal when the time comes.