Each book is, in a sense, an argument with myself, and I would write it, whether it is ever published or not.
Patricia HighsmithAnticipation! It occurred to him that his anticipation was more pleasant to him than the experiencing.
Patricia HighsmithBut there were too many points at which the other self could invade the self he wanted to preserve, and there were too many forms of invasion: certain words, sounds, lights, actions his hands or feet performed, and if he did nothing at all, heard and saw nothing, the shouting of some triumphant inner voice that shocked him and cowed him.
Patricia Highsmith