The only person I knew how to be with now was myself - but I wasnยดt really anyone, and I wasnยดt really alive. I was just someone who pretended to be alive, a dead mean who spent his days translating a dead manยดs book.
Paul AusterWhen I look back at experience [with my father], all I can do is feel pity. You know, how torn he was about how to act, what to say. And it seems an important story to me.
Paul AusterSurely it is an odd way to spend your life - sitting alone in a room with a pen in your hand, hour after hour, day after day, year after year, struggling to put words on pieces of paper in order to give birth to what does not exist - except in your head. Why on earth would anyone want to do such a thing? The only answer I have ever been able to come up with is: because you have to, because you have no choice.
Paul Auster