Because of the booking I will miss the Holland game - if selected.

I would do those 2 years over and over again for the rest of my life

I fought back, got injured again and I had to have another operation. I got down and depressed and I think I was drinking more than I should. Well, I know I was.

I'm a better person now, and not only that - I'm a better man

I know as a manager you have to abide by the chairman's decisions. But his decisions were this team, that team, this player, that player. The chairman is a control freak.

If the fans want me out, I'll put my hands up and leave. Like a proper man. I won't make excuses, I'll leave.

What is the world coming to when you get a red card and get fined two weeks' wages for calling a grown man a wanker?