Because of the booking I will miss the Holland game - if selected.

I would do those 2 years over and over again for the rest of my life

The drink? Yes, I've had tough times in my life, especially the last year, regarding my ex-wife, my kids, I nearly broke my neck, I was on death row with pneumonia.

I never make predictions and I never will.

What is the world coming to when you get a red card and get fined two weeks' wages for calling a grown man a wanker?

I'm going to do things when they are right for me.

You learn, right, a lot of people's problems - why they get upset, why they get down, why they turn to drink - is because they can't say one word and it's N-O, no.