Because of the booking I will miss the Holland game - if selected.

I am going to continue and bring this club forward. I am Paul Gascoigne the footballer.

You learn, right, a lot of people's problems - why they get upset, why they get down, why they turn to drink - is because they can't say one word and it's N-O, no.

I've had 14 bookings this season-eight of which were my fault, but seven of which were disputable.

If the fans want me out, I'll put my hands up and leave. Like a proper man. I won't make excuses, I'll leave.

I fought back, got injured again and I had to have another operation. I got down and depressed and I think I was drinking more than I should. Well, I know I was.

If I want to be a better person for whoever is in my life, I have to learn.