The drink? Yes, I've had tough times in my life, especially the last year, regarding my ex-wife, my kids, I nearly broke my neck, I was on death row with pneumonia.

I'll tell you the truth; I had a double brandy before the game but, before, it used to be four bottles of whisky. Not any more. I was fine. I had a glass of wine after the game. But it was just a mouthful.

I take responsibility for myself and what I do now.

Everywhere I looked life seemed to be full of problems and they were just going to go on and on. It was never going to get any better.

I like to help create team spirit in the dressing room. I feel that I've got loads of love to give.

But then I always wanted to play for Rangers. Man United is a great club and Alex Ferguson is a legend.

I know as a manager you have to abide by the chairman's decisions. But his decisions were this team, that team, this player, that player. The chairman is a control freak.