I know as a manager you have to abide by the chairman's decisions. But his decisions were this team, that team, this player, that player. The chairman is a control freak.

Everywhere I looked life seemed to be full of problems and they were just going to go on and on. It was never going to get any better.

If the fans want me out, I'll put my hands up and leave. Like a proper man. I won't make excuses, I'll leave.

Because of the booking I will miss the Holland game - if selected.

I would do those 2 years over and over again for the rest of my life

I know as a manager you have to abide by the chairman's decisions. But his decisions were this team, that team, this player, that player. The chairman is a control freak.

It was a big relief off my shoulder.