Because of the booking I will miss the Holland game - if selected.
I'm going to do things when they are right for me.
I do want to be a manager one day. It might be 10 years, I don't know when.
I take responsibility for myself and what I do now.
If I want to be a better person for whoever is in my life, I have to learn.
I've had to deal with everything but everyone has helped me, including Sir Alex Ferguson, to get through. George Best was a good friend of mine. We loved each other, we both knew where we were coming from.