Daft as a brush? I'm daft, but I'm not daft as a brush!

It was a big relief off my shoulder.

I fought back, got injured again and I had to have another operation. I got down and depressed and I think I was drinking more than I should. Well, I know I was.

Everywhere I looked life seemed to be full of problems and they were just going to go on and on. It was never going to get any better.

Then all the foreigners started coming over. I don't mind that but a lot of teams are laying out fortunes for ordinary players and that's no good for our youngsters coming through.

I take responsibility for myself and what I do now.

No one is ever going to be as good as I was