I do want to be a manager one day. It might be 10 years, I don't know when.

I know I would have had a lot more trophies in my cabinet if I went with him [Sir Alex Ferguson].

I fought back, got injured again and I had to have another operation. I got down and depressed and I think I was drinking more than I should. Well, I know I was.

I won player of the year and players' player, two cups and two championship medals, had a great time.

Everywhere I looked life seemed to be full of problems and they were just going to go on and on. It was never going to get any better.

It was a big relief off my shoulder.

But if I wasn't playing, I would drink Saturdays, then Sunday, then Monday. Then I would try and train and it was no good, then have another drink just to pass the day away.