I find that different types of music are good for certain activities.
I think all recent music sucks, and that includes Type O Negative.
Sometimes, I write '60s or '80s style pop songs.
I hate the human race. Of course, therefore, I hate myself the most, because I am the least of the human race.
I like to put on hardcore when I have to clean my apartment, which I hate to do, but it's motivational. I like old heavy metal when I'm outside working on my car. Music has definite functions for me.
Have faith that when bad things happen to you, I belief in an after life, it is better to suffer here on Earth than what awaits you. That is why I pray for pain, and I get it. I do.