At the age of 19, you always think you are prepared for everything and you think you have the knowledge of what?s coming ahead.

My husband asked for the separation and I supported it. We had struggled to keep it going, but obviously we'd both run out of steam.

Yes, I do touch. I believe that everyone needs that

Death doesn't frighten me.

Everybody knew about the bulimia in the family. And they all blamed the failure of the marriage on the bulimia and it's taken them time to think differently. I said I was rejected, I didn't think I was good enough for this family, so I took it out on myself. I could have gone to alcohol. I could have been anorexic. I chose to hurt myself instead of hurting all of you.

Whoever is in the distress can call me. I will come running wherever they are.

You have so much pain inside yourself that you try & hurt yourself on the outside because you want help.