Yes, but I - you know, it's been such a long time, I'm sure that I've got cousins and uncles that I've never met before, you know, that I've left behind.

The other deals with my life and my livelihood and my family and all that I stand for.

My life was on the line here and my career and everything I worked for, it was hanging by a thread

Let me start by telling you this: I have never used steroids. Period. I don't know how to say it any more clearly than that. Never.

With all the great products that are apparently out there that are undetectable, for me to take something like that... when people take things that now aren't even being tested for, does it make any sense?

I still feel like I can play defense at first base at a very high level

You know, when you first come up, and you get called up to the big leagues, all you want to do is just, you just want to have a career, a nice career. You want to make a living at it