That moment," she told Cath, "when you realize that a guy's looking at you differently - that you're taking up more space in his field of vision. That moment when you know he can't see past you anymore.
Rainbow RowellCath wanted to go back and rewrite every scene she'd ever written about Baz or Simon's chests. She'd written them flat and sharp and hard. Levi was all soft motion and breath, curves and warm hollows. Levi's chest was a living thing.
Rainbow RowellItโs just โฆ everything. There are too many people. And I donโt fit in. I donโt know how to be. Nothing that Iโm good at is the sort of thing that matters there. Being smart doesnโt matterโand being good with words. And when those things do matter, itโs only because people want something from me. Not because they want me.
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