Until this moment, sheโd kept Park in a place in her head that she thought Richie couldn't get to. Completely separate from this house and everything that happened here. (It was a pretty awesome place. Like the only part of her head fit for praying.)
Rainbow RowellWe're going to listen music in my room.' 'Fine,' his dad said from underneath the sink. 'Just don't get anybody pregnant.
Rainbow RowellYouโve read the books?โ โIโve seen the movies.โ Cath rolled her eyes so hard, it hurt. (Actually.) (Maybe because she was still on the edge of tears. On the edge, period.) โSo you havenโt read the books.โ โIโm not really a book person.โ โThat might be the most idiotic thing youโve ever said to me
Rainbow RowellShe didn't want to run, period. It made her breasts feel like they were going to detach from her body.
Rainbow RowellThis is new to us, you know? Your mother's sorry. She's sorry that she hurt your feelings, and she wants you to invite your girlfriend over for dinner." "So that she can make her feel bad and weird?" "Well she is kind of weird, isn't she?" Park didn't have the energy to be angry. He sighed and let his head fall back on the chair. His dad kept talking. "Isn't that why you like her?
Rainbow RowellDon't bite his face, Eleanor told herself. It's disturbing and needy and never happens in situation comedies or movies that end with big kisses.
Rainbow RowellI really am happy for Kiley. And for you and every other happily married lady. Except for that I'm not happy for you. I kind of want you all to drop dead.
Rainbow RowellHe wound the scarf around his fingers until her hand was hanging in the space between them. Then he slid the silk and his fingers into her open palm. And Eleanor disintegrated.
Rainbow RowellI look like this because I'm alive," Reagan said. "Because I've had experiences. Do you understand?
Rainbow RowellWhat if Park realized that all the things he thought were so mysterious and intriguing about her were actually just โฆ bleak?
Rainbow RowellSometimes writing is running downhill, your fingers jerking behind you on the keyboard the way your legs do when they canโt quite keep up with gravity.
Rainbow RowellShe didn't have words for what Levi was. He was a cave painting. He was The Red Ballon. She lifted her heels and pulled him forward until his face was so close, she could look at only one of his eyes at a time. "You're magic," she said.
Rainbow Rowellhigh school guys only appear hot to high school girls. its something to do with the fluorescent lighting in the classrooms, i think. They're actually really skinny and spotty, and they have giant feet
Rainbow RowellI'm afraid," Professor Piper said, "afraid that you're never going to discover what you're truly capable of. That you won't get to see-that I won't get to see-any of the wonder that's inside of you.
Rainbow RowellYou know?" he repeated. She smiled, so he kissed her. "You're not the Han Solo in this relationship, you know." "I'm totally the Han Solo," she whispered. It was good to hear her. It was good to remember it was Eleanor under all this new flesh. "Well, I'm not the Princess Leia," he said. "Don't get so hung up on gender roles," Eleanor said.โ ... โYou can be Han Solo," he said, kissing her throat. "And I'll be Boba Fett. I'll cross the sky for you.
Rainbow RowellI'm fine," [her dad] said gently. "Back on the horse, Cath.' 'What's the horse?' she sighed, watching him pull on a South High hoodie. 'Jogging? Working too much?' 'Living,' he said, a little too loud. 'Life's the horse.
Rainbow RowellIn some cases, she was actively trying not to make friends, though she usually stopped short of being rude. (Uptight, tense, and mildly misanthropic? Yes. Rude? No.)
Rainbow RowellThere are moments when you can't believe something wonderful is happening. And there are moments when your entire consciousness is filled with knowing absolutely that something wonderful is happening.
Rainbow RowellCath ate the banana and held on to his gaze. โIโd give you the moon right now,โ she said. Leviโs eyes flashed happily, and he hitched up an eyebrow. โYeah, but would you slay it for me?
Rainbow RowellHe always kept me just on the edge of crazy. Feeling like I wanted him too much, which just made me want him more." "That sounds excruciating.
Rainbow RowellThat moment," she told Cath, "when you realize that a guy's looking at you differently - that you're taking up more space in his field of vision. That moment when you know he can't see past you anymore.
Rainbow RowellFor the first time in weeks, Park didn't have that anxious feeling in his stomach on the way home from school, like he had to soak up enough Eleanor to keep him until the next day.
Rainbow RowellI had this whole plan when I graduated high school: I was going to go to college, date a few guys, and then meet THE guy at the end of my freshman year, maybe at the beginning of my sophomore year. We'd be engaged by graduation and married the next year. And then, after some traveling, we'd start our family. Four kids, three years apart. I wanted to be done by the time I was 35.
Rainbow RowellHolding Eleanorโs hand was like holding a butterfly. Or a heartbeat. Like holding something complete, and completely alive. As soon as he touched her, he wondered how heโd gone this long without doing it. He rubbed his thumb through her palm and up her fingers, and was aware of her every breath.
Rainbow RowellEleanor,โ he said, just because he liked saying it, โwhy do you like me?โ โI donโt like you.โ He waited. And waitedโฆ Then he started to laugh. โYouโre kind of mean,โ he said. โDonโt laugh. It just encourages me.
Rainbow RowellEleanor had never thought about killing herself โ ever โ but she thought a lot about stopping. Just running until she couldnโt run anymore. Jumping from something so high that sheโd never hit the bottom.
Rainbow RowellI don't want you to go," Sam said. She was upset. "I don't want this to end like this." "You don't get to choose," Lincoln said. "It's just happening.
Rainbow RowellHe didn't take her breath away. Maybe the opposite. But that was okay-that was really good, actually, to be near someone who filled your lungs with air.
Rainbow RowellThere are other people on the Internet. It's awesome. You get all the benefits of 'other people' without the body odor and the eye contact.
Rainbow RowellThat was the beauty in stacking up words--they got cheaper, the more you had of them.
Rainbow RowellI pictured a girl who made every moment, everything she touched, and everyone around her feel lighter and sweeter. โI pictured you,โ he said. โI just didnโt know what you looked like. โAnd then, when I did know what you looked like, you looked like the girl who was all those things. You looked like the girl I loved.
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