Well, at first, I was sure that he would feel the cosmic forces pulling us together. I wanted him so badly, I could feel my heart racing for him with every beat. It was destiny. "He was a magnet and I was steel.

October, baptize me with leaves! Swaddle me in corduroy and nurse me with split pea soup. October, tuck tiny candy bars in my pockets and carve my smile into a thousand pumpkins. O autumn! O teakettle! O grace!

But he kept finding new pockets of shallow inside himself. He kept finding new ways to betray her.

I want everyone to meet you. You're my favorite person of all time.

Knowing they were in the same city again made the missing him flare up inside her. In her stomach. Why were people always going on and on about the heart? Almost everything Levi happened in Cath’s stomach.

And when Eleanor smiled, something broke inside of him. Something always did.

You act like getting pregnant is a disease you can catch from public toilets.