To be spontaneous means not to act out of the past, because out of the past is all cunningness, cleverness, calculation, arithmetic.
RajneeshDrop the mind and the divine. God is not an object, it is a merger. The mind resists a merger, the mind is against surrender; the mind is very cunning and calculating.
RajneeshOut of that aloneness - the experience of God. There is no other way; there has never been any and there is never going to be.
Rajneesh'I am' is nothing but another name for the ego. Now you will be getting into trouble. If the ego is convinced that the only way is to drop the ego, then who is going to drop whom? And how? It will be like pulling yourself up by your own shoestrings. You will look just silly. Watch each word that you use. 'I am' is nothing but the ego.
Rajneesh