There must be a subject to know the good and evil. Thatsubject is the ego.
Doubts arise because of an absence of surrender.
There is no Truth. There is only the truth within each moment.
Surrender is to give oneself up to the original cause of one's being.
You may go on reading any number of books on Meditation. They can only tell you ‘Realize the Self’. The Self cannot be found in books. You have to find it for yourself in yourself.
If a person realises his position and stays in his own self, things that are to happen will happen. Things that are not to happen will not happen. The shakti that is in the world, is only one. All these troubles arise if we think that we are separate from that shakti.