All activities and events that a body is to go through are determined at the time of conception.

You impose limits on your true nature of infinite being. Then you get displeased to be only a limited creature. Then you begin spiritual practices to transcend these non-existing limits. But if your practice itself implies the existence of these limits, how could they allow you to transcend them.

The solution to your problem is to see who has it.

The deeply learned ones know the mind as the directly expressed meaning of the supreme knowledge. The heart is the meaning aimed at. The Supreme is none other than the heart.

The ultimate truth is so simple. It is nothing more than being in the pristine state. This is all that needs to be said. Only mature minds can grasp the simple truth in all its nakedness.

The state we call realization is simply being oneself, not knowing anything or becoming anything.

The pure mind is itself Brahman; it therefore follows that Brahman is not other than the mind of the sage.