I find cutting myself attractive ... I find it sexual.

All my life I've felt weak compared to other people. If they want to crush me then they can. But I know I can do things that other people can't.

You get respect in society if you are aggressive. If you fight then people respect you. If you fight back, people like you for that as well. When Ive been beaten up, if Ive been in a pub doing nothing wrong, the fact I chose not to fight back, that I would never throw a punch back, people say Im weak. I dont think thats a weak thing at all. I think why should I descend to their level? If Ive done nothing wrong, throwing a punch back makes me as bad and corrupt as them. As evil as them, as stupid as them.

I’m not really worried what people think about me. Because I judge myself harsher, and on more strict terms, than they ever could probably.

The only perfect circle on the human body is the eye. When a baby is born it's so perfect, but when it opens its eyes it's just blinded by the corruption and everything else is a downward spiral.

I'm not a person who can scream and shout so this is my only outlet. It's all done very logically.

All rock and roll is homosexual.