In terms of the 'S' word, that does not enter my mind. And it never has done. In terms of An Attempt. Because I am stronger than that. I might be a weak person, but I can take pain.

Self abuse is anti-social, aggression still natural.

I was celibate until the age of 21. I stayed in my bedroom reading Camus and Nietzsche

In terms of the 'S' word, that does not enter my mind. And it never has done. In terms of An Attempt. Because I am stronger than that. I might be a weak person, but I can take pain.

I’m not really worried what people think about me. Because I judge myself harsher, and on more strict terms, than they ever could probably.

All my life I've felt weak compared to other people. If they want to crush me then they can. But I know I can do things that other people can't.

It’s important not to be embarrassed by your past. The contradictions are part of what we are.