A non-serving Christian is a contradiction in terms.
The purpose of influence is to "speak up for those who have no influence." (Pr.31:8) It's not about you.
Limited faith, limited future. Unlimited faith, unlimited future.
You cannot fulfil God's purposes for your life while focusing on your own plans.
I do believe that the Kingdom of God is present wherever Jesus is king. That's my definition of the Kingdom of God.
Your birth was no mistake or mishap, and your life is no fluke of nature. Your parents may not have planned you, but God did. He was not at all surprised by your birth. In fact, he expected it.