The money is what made me miserable. I want to be free of that stress.
If I was doing something for the money, I'd be quite miserable.
I have no room in my life for any form of negativity or nonacceptance.
I don't feel like my speed or my power or my desire to play this game has diminished at all.
I got high, and forgot I wasn't supposed to get high.
Sometimes success will get in the way of maturity - at least temporarily.