Nine in the box... that's a football term.

I've never been in trouble with the police.

I had this notion that everyone was staring at me and judging everything about me, from my appearance to the way I talk and everything.

It's something that I had been pushing down my whole life. The search for meaning, I guess, the whispering of the soul.

Well, I am now convinced there is no kind of fear or anxiety anyone has to live with.

I led the NFL in attempts the past two years and they really didn’t go out and get a quarterback to help me so I knew it’s going to be all on me again. I could see my mortality as a football player, that I’m not going to be able to do this much longer. It just became obvious to me that playing football for me is not going to be fun, not something I’m going to enjoy and it’s time for me to do something different.

I am an honest, God-fearing man who is intensely dedicated to being the best person I can be on and off the football field.