It's happening right now... it's just not on film, it's not being recorded.

Waking up sober is a good day. I love being able to wake up and do positive things, to go to the gym.

I sometimes feel like I'm caught in a vise. Some people feel like I'm some kind of hero. Others hate me.

It's not painful to relive it. I'm comfortable with my position in American history.

As a black man, you run from the cops. It's different now, but back when I was coming up, you run.

I realize I will always be the poster child for police brutality, but I can try to use that as a positive force for healing and restraint.

I saw my hometown burning that day.