I'm scared of failure all the time. But not scared enough to stop trying.

I really think that 'Sports Illustrated' is a big step in the "healthy is the new skinny" movement.

After I did the swimsuit issuе, I knew that I wanted to do it again.

I'm living such a lucky and blessed life and I'm trying my best to deserve it.

Even though I was painted, even though I had on seven layers of paint - to the point that I got a tan, it was as thick as a fabric - I think I felt the most naked because I couldn't cover myself at all. I didn't have to, so I had to be much more open and relaxed.

I've coached doing judo, but I've never coached MMA. I'll have my own coach with me to help me along the way and I can't really fail with him by my side, but I'm a little nervous.

I knew that I liked what I was doing, that it was what I wanted to do for a living, and that the profession didn't really exist so much. So I had to create it.?