I think I've done a pretty fantastic job, but of course I want to sell millions of records.

Growing up, for years and years I had no idea what the plots of operas were, and that's part of what fascinated me - I could make them up and learn bits and pieces of what was going on over time. There's something about it being always a step away that makes it more fun to chase.

I wish I could just relax sometimes and make some money, but I always feel like I have to prove some kind of big, profound point.

When I wrote the opera, I made a deal with myself that for at least an hour a day I would work on it, even if it meant just sitting on my piano bench, staring into space and thinking about it. It's about keeping it regular, like your bowel movements - let's get real: it's your bodily artistic movements! It comes from the same place.

Crazy as it sounds, I'm a believer in destiny and serendipity, and I have had cosmic experiences all my life. Something told me I was meant for greater stuff. And look, I've had a baby! And I've written an opera!

I think my mother, more than anyone, knew the importance of inspiration. If it was occurring, you had to use it.

I've developed into quite a swan. I'm one of those people that will probably look better and better as I get older - until I drop dead of beauty.