You are not meant for crawling, so don't. You have wings. Learn to use them and fly.
All your anxiety is because of your desire for harmony. Seek disharmony, then you will gain peace.
Deep in our Hearts, the Light of Heaven is shining.
The lamps are different, but the Light is the same. One matter, one energy, one Light, one Light-mind, endlessly emanating all things.
Don't you know yet? It is your Light that lights the worlds.
Open your Eyes, for this World is only a Dream.