Try another way of looking. Try you looking and the whole universe seeing.
There is a fountain inside you. Don't walk around with an empty bucket.
Apparently two, but one in soul, you and I.
People who repress desires often turn, suddenly, into hypocrites.
You left ground and sky weeping, mind and soul full of grief. No one can take your place in existence or in absence.
Fall in love in such a way that it frees you from any connecting.