You just do the best you can with what you've got... and sometimes magic strikes.
I certainly have a very colorful nature, filled with great highs and great lows... in my early adulthood I probably was grappling with some serious depression issues.
I always wanted to be a great actor.
You try to get rid of the things that are weighing you down.
There are parts of me that I feel are beautiful, but they don't have anything to do with my nose.
When you have kept yourself isolated, no one relates to you, you have no way of understanding actually who you are.