I understand that you can never have the whole picture; inevitably, thereโs stuff you donโt know, canโt know. But when it comes to Cameron I always want more than I have, would like to be able to take hold of at least one or two more pieces, if only because Iโm convinced there are parts of myself inside them.
Sara ZarrI do have a little bit more confidence in - or at least familiarity with - my process. For example, when it feels like it's going badly or that I'm lost, I know I'll eventually find my way because I've been through it before. But writing itself is still hard.
Sara ZarrThe importance of our connection, what it meant to find each other again, the way it made what happened to us and between us not be a waste, not be for nothing. He would know, he had to know, that not saying good-bye would be the worst end of all.
Sara ZarrEthan couldnโt possibly understand it, what Cameron and I meant to each other and how different it was from anything like a romance or a crush.
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