I grew up in San Francisco in the 1970s. We were part of a church that belonged to the California Jesus movement.
Sara ZarrI know I shouldn't say thisโI know it as surely as I know the earth is round and beats are evilโand yet here it comes: โIt's not too late to change your mind.
Sara ZarrLife was mostly made up of things you couldnโt control, full of surprises, and they werenโt always good. Life wasnโt what you made it. You were what life made you.
Sara ZarrAnd he left. I watched him walk out โ he didnโt say good-bye, he didnโt even look back. It scared me, how easy it was for him to do that.
Sara ZarrEthan and I are done," I said finally. "I'm sorry." "He was my first boyfriend." "I know." "The only real boyfriend I've had. I'm a senior in high school and he was my only real boyfriend." "I know." "And I won't find another one at Jones Hall. That is guaranteed." "Okay." "This is all very sad and tragic," I said. Alan unwrapped a sleeve of Smarties. "Yet, oddly, you don't seem that upset." "I know.
Sara Zarr