This is personal, she'd said. Real. This moment was too, even if you couldn't see it at first glance. It was fake on the outside, but so true within. You only had to look, really look to tell.
Sarah DessenIt was kind of soothing, these sounds of lives being lived all around me, for better or for worse. And there I was, in the middle of them all, newly reborn and still waiting for mine to begin.
Sarah Dessen"It's gonna be okay," I said. It was the first time in a long time that I believed it. "It will."
Sarah DessenMaybe we were all destined to just keep doing the same stupid things, over and over again, never really learning a single thing.
Sarah DessenNow I felt like I was drifting, sucked down by an undertow, and too far out to swim back to the shore.
Sarah DessenBut the original was there as wellโmore jaded and rudimentary, functional rather than romantic. It fit not just the yellow house but another door, deep within my own heart. One that had been locked so tight for so long that I was afraid to even try it for fear of what might be on the other side
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