It was just one of those things," I said, "You know, that just happen. You don't think or plan. You just do it.

I should have told you from the start. I will let you down.

I had to wonder whether it was possible that this wasn’t already decided for me, and if maybe, just maybe, this was my one last chance to try and prove it. There was no way to know. There never is. But I reached out and took it anyway.

If you didn't love him, this never would have happened. But you did. And accepting that love and everything that followed it is part of letting it go.

That's not a real answer.' Says who?' Says me. I mean real fear, like of failure, of death, of regret. Like that. Something that keeps you awake nights, questioning your very existence.' Clowns.

Obviously it won't all run smoothly. But it's important to awknowledge that while we may make mistakes, in the long run, we may also learn fromt them.

You get what you give, but also what you're willing to take.