I don’t have music, Christ I wish I had music but all I have is words.

Death is my lover and he wants to move in.

You’ll be all right. You’re strong. I know you’ll be okay because I like you and you can’t like someone who doesn’t like themself. The people I fear for are the ones who I don’t like because they hate themselves so much they won’t let anyone else like them either. But I do like you. I’ll miss you. And I know you’ll be okay.

Once you have perceived that life is very cruel, the only response is to live with as much humanity, humour and freedom as you can.

No one survives life.

to feed, help, protect, comfort, console, support, nurse, or heal to be fed, helped, nursed, protected, comforted, consoled, supported, nursed, or healed to form mutually enjoyable, enduring, cooperating and reciprocating relationship with Other, with an equal to be forgiven to be loved to be free

Of course I loved you, you saved my life. I wish you hadn’t I wish you hadn’t I wish you’d left me alone.