You get mixed messages because I have mixed feelings.
They will love me for that which destroys me.
Of course I loved you, you saved my life. I wish you hadn’t I wish you hadn’t I wish you’d left me alone.
Once you have perceived that life is very cruel, the only response is to live with as much humanity, humour and freedom as you can.
Your hair is an act of God.
I'm here, got no choice. But you, you should be telling people.