It was entirely silent and I tried to breathe its peace.
That's what opium does to suffering: makes it of hypothetical interest only.
I think closeness to death would be pretty exhilarating in a way, and friendship, yeh, and selflessness, a kind of selflessness, a sense of your own worthlessness, I think, is pretty exhilarating.
One of the hardest things about being alive is being with other people.
It's better to have a malign providence than an indifferent one.
Something had been buried that was not yet dead.