Years have passed and how I am anxiously watching the twilight of my childhood, quietly sinking, never to rise again.

I notice the silvery hair at his temples with a tinge of sadness. Why do parents grow old? Life is a castle of lies slowly dismantled by the passage of time. I regret not spending more time looking at the people I love.

I have written too much about lives - I feel I have lived for too long.

Happiness is something you lay siege to, it is a battle like a game of go. I will take hold of all the pain and snuff it out.

The moon in all her immaculate purity hung in the sky, laughing at this world of dust. She congratulated me for my carefully considered maneuvers and invited me to share in her eternal solitude.

I succeeded in using my charms like a weapon; I learned to play with other's hearts and to master my own desires.

Years have passed and how I am anxiously watching the twilight of my childhood, quietly sinking, never to rise again.