I accept that today may be imperfect... I accept that I may be as well. What I don't accept is that imperfection should be the crutch I use to excuse myself from participating in joy.
Shane KoyczanWe so seldom understand each other. But if understanding is neither here nor there, and the universe is infinite, then understand that no matter where we go we will always be smack dab in the middle of nowhere. All we can do is share some piece of ourselves, and hope that itโs remembered. Hope that we meant something to someone
Shane KoyczanLook directly into every mirror. Realize our reflection is the first sentence to a story, and our story starts: We were here.
Shane KoyczanScrape the grey sky clean, realize that every dark cloud is a smokescreen meant to blind us from the truth
Shane KoyczanI'm not the only kid who grew up this way, surrounded by people who used to say that rhyme about sticks and stones, as if broken bones hurt more than the names we got called, and we got called them all. So we grew up believing no one would ever fall in love with us, that we'd be lonely forever, that we'd never meet someone to make us feel like the sun was something they built for us in their toolshed. So broken heartstrings bled the blues, and we tried to empty ourselves so we'd feel nothing. Don't tell me that hurts less than a broken bone...
Shane KoyczanIf you think for one second no one knows what you've been going through; be accepting of the fact that you are wrong, that the long drawn and heavy breaths of despair have at times been felt by everyone - that pain is part of the human condition and that alone makes you a legion.
Shane KoyczanMy experiences with violence in schools still echo throughout my life but standing to face the problem has helped me in immeasurable ways.
Shane KoyczanDon't tell me that [broken heartstrings] hurt less than a broken bone, that an ingrown life is something surgeons can cut away, that there's no way for it to metastasize - it does.
Shane KoyczanI will not stop. I will not slow down. I will not pull over to ask for directions. I will build the road that takes me where I want to be and I will drive, drive, drive. I will drive until the vehicle around me breaks down, falls apart and tumbles into useless debris... and then I will walk.
Shane KoyczanI have loved this life. I smile because I have tiny dreams that play hopscotch at the corners of my mouth. And every time I breathe they float, every time I laugh, they fly kites.
Shane KoyczanLook at an avalanche, and see that we are at our most powerful when we let go. Look at a flower, and see that we are at our most beautiful when we open up.
Shane KoyczanWe come from the mentality, that rarely sees the horror in symmetry or the beauty in non-conformity
Shane KoyczanI've been shot down so many times, I get altitude sickness just from standing up for myself.
Shane KoyczanMaybe the best we can hope for is that those we leave behind find comfort in knowing, that weโre born out of love, and not science. That biology explains the how, but love explains the why
Shane KoyczanThatโs what we were toldโstand up for yourself. But thatโs hard to do if you donโt know who you are.
Shane KoyczanI you can't see anything beautiful about yourself, get a better mirror. Look a little closer, stare a little longer. Because there is something inside you that made you keep trying despite everyone who told you to quit. You built a cast around your broken heart and signed it yourself, you signed it THEY WERE WRONG.
Shane KoyczanSometimes becoming drug free has less to do with addiction and more to do with sanity.
Shane KoyczanSomeone once told me that the finer points of devotion are about the size of a pinhole, and there are millions of them. And if you could connect each dot, then youโve got a diagram of what you think you thought you knew, and if youโre willing to admit that you know nothingโฆyou have the blueprint for a breakthrough.
Shane KoyczanThe tiniest dream that you make happen is worth more than the biggest dream that you never attempt.
Shane KoyczanYou, me, this city, this country, we will always have a choice.When you stand up to be counted, tell the world, THIS IS MY VOICE. There are many like it, but this one is mine.
Shane KoyczanScrape the grey sky clean. Realize every grey cloud is a smoke screen to blind us from the truth, and the truth is whether we see them or not the sun and moon are still there, and always there is light.
Shane KoyczanI don't want to turn any of this into poetry / but / you're so beautiful / flowers turn their heads to smell you
Shane KoyczanAnd you are worth the time it takes to take the time to get to know you. We've managed to muttle through the awkward stage of i like you and you like me, but when we both finally said 'yes' life became a multiple choice test, not knowing anything we became each others best guess. and, holding your hand is less like exploration and more like discovery. lady, i don't have to study you to be sure. you're the choice i made before i knew what the other choices were
Shane KoyczanI've been told that people in the army do more by 7:00 am than I do in an entire day But if I wake at 6:59 am and turn to you to trace the outline of your lips with mine I will have done enough and killed no one in the process.
Shane KoyczanI sit before flowers hoping they will train me in the art of opening up I stand on mountain tops believing that avalanches will teach me to let go I know nothing but I am here to learn.
Shane KoyczanOur lives will only ever always continue to be a balancing act that has less to do with pain and more to do with beauty.
Shane KoyczanDon't tell me you're not beautiful. You're the kind of beautiful the blind would see if we could figure out some way to give them three seconds of sight.
Shane KoyczanEveryone knows pain. We are not meant to carry it forever. We were never meant to hold it so closely, so be certain in the belief that what pain belongs to now will belong soon to then. That when someone asks you how was your day, realize that for some of us - it's the only way we know how to say, be calm. Loosen your grip, opening each palm, slowly now - let go.
Shane KoyczanWhat I said was Iโll miss you what I meant to say was I love you what I wanted to say was that I meant what I said and itโs funny how all those things I could have said flooded my head after we said goodbye and I should have told you Iโd be willing to hold you until my flesh crumbles into bone because Iโm willing to die alone but god knows I donโt want to live that way.
Shane Koyczan