I'm not the only kid who grew up this way, surrounded by people who used to say that rhyme about sticks and stones, as if broken bones hurt more than the names we got called, and we got called them all. So we grew up believing no one would ever fall in love with us, that we'd be lonely forever, that we'd never meet someone to make us feel like the sun was something they built for us in their toolshed. So broken heartstrings bled the blues, and we tried to empty ourselves so we'd feel nothing. Don't tell me that hurts less than a broken bone...
Shane KoyczanI will not stop. I will not slow down. I will not pull over to ask for directions. I will build the road that takes me where I want to be and I will drive, drive, drive. I will drive until the vehicle around me breaks down, falls apart and tumbles into useless debris... and then I will walk.
Shane KoyczanWhat I said was Iโll miss you what I meant to say was I love you what I wanted to say was that I meant what I said and itโs funny how all those things I could have said flooded my head after we said goodbye and I should have told you Iโd be willing to hold you until my flesh crumbles into bone because Iโm willing to die alone but god knows I donโt want to live that way.
Shane Koyczan