What have I to forgive and whom?

Everyone has in him something divine, something his own, a chance of perfection and strength in however small a sphere which God offers him to take or refuse. The task is to find it, develop it & use it. The chief aim of education should be to help the growing soul to draw out that in itself which is best and make it perfect for a noble use.

All thoughts, desires, conventions, attachments which come from outside must be ruthlessly pushed away.

The cup has to be left clean and empty for the divine liquor to be poured into it.

While doing work if the mind continues to be active let it be so, but there must be at the same time a capacity for silence.

Yes, this Purusha consciousness must be maintained; otherwise the calm will not last. The knocks and blows that come from outside cannot disturb one, if this Purusha consciousness remains at the back.

Your mind has some clearness and capacity for right thinking; it opens towards the heights, but for its own sake, - to receive light from above for its own activity.