I didn't know that other people thought things about me. I didn't know that they looked.

I spent all night working on it, and I hope Patrick likes it as much as I do. Especially the second side. I hope it's the kind of second side that he can listen to whenever he drives alone and feel like he belongs to something whenever he's sad. I hope it can be that for him.

Craig said the problem with things is that everyone is always comparing everyone with everyone

I couldn't believe Sam actually got me a present because i honestly thought the "I love you" was it.

I wonder what my speech would be.

but my dad said it was no excuse. "But I love him!" I had never seen my sister cry that much. "No, you don't." "I hate you!" "No, you don't." My dad can be very calm sometimes. "He's my whole world." "Don't ever say that about anyone again. Not even me." That was my mom.

I don’t want to start thinking again. Not like I have this last week. I can’t think again. Not ever again.