The reason I am thinking so far in advance is because school is terribly lonely. I think I've said that before, but it's getting harder every day.

Not everyone has a sob story, Charlie, and even if they do, it's no excuse.

She said that by introducing me to all these great things, Mary Elizabeth gained a “superior position” that she wouldn’t need if she was confident about herself. She also said that people who try to control situations all the time are afraid that if they don’t, nothing will work out the way they want.

I wonder what my speech would be.

Maybe he didn’t really encourage me to do things, but he didn’t prevent me from doing them either. But after a while, I didn’t do things because I didn’t want him to think different about me. But the thing is, I wasn’t being honest. So, why would I care whether or not he loved me when he didn’t really even know me?

So, I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we'll never know most of them.

To tell you the truth I love Sam. It's not a movie kind of love either. I just look at her sometimes and I think she is the prettiest and nicest person in the whole world.