Why would I care whether or not he loved me when he didn't even really know me?

There are rules you follow here not because you want to, but because you have to.

please believe that things are good with me, and even when they're not, they will be soon enough. And i will always believe the same about you.

So I started shoveling Bob's driveway, which is a strange thing to do at a New Years Eve Party

And I guess I realized at that moment that I really did love her. Because there was nothing to gain, and that didn't matter.

Do you enjoy holidays with your family? I don't mean your mom and dad family, but your uncle and aunt and cousin family? Personally, I do. There are several reasons for this. First, I am very interested and fascinated by how everyone loves each other, but no one really likes each other. Second, the fights are always the same.

I just wish that God or my parents or Sam or my sister or someone would just tell me what's wrong with me. Just tell me how to be different in a way that makes sense. To make this all go away.